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Saturday, March 22, 2003 ( 3:51 PM ) Jacquet i think i'll post my two songs first, then my *eck!* "list". which i've been saying i would put on here for weeks now. # ( 3:33 PM ) Jacquet this had to be the worst shopping week EVER! i couldn't find a black dress to wear to this really big, fancy Broadway musical i'm going to. couldn't find shoes to go with it. couldn't find black boots to save my life. couldn't afford a denim jacket. STILL cannot find my "dream" peasant blouse. didn't get a "formal" purse. didn't get earrings. didn't get the Nora Jones OR Switchfoot cd (one was all gone, the other not in yet.) and to top it ALL off, Ross doesn't have thier brown jackets in anymore, or they're not gunna come in. need i mention that Starbucks hasn't called yet? and to add insult to injury...i have to go to church tomorrow. *SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!* *siiighs* awww, crap. -jac # Friday, March 21, 2003 ( 8:03 PM ) Jacquet geez. i haven't posted my "Green Day" songs yet. ah well, no worries, i'll do that soon. not that you were worried of anything, but you should be! hey, you are reading the blog of the [someday gunna be] famous foreman for the band, Orange Paper! heh. well, maaaaybe? lara, did ya know we're already famous in kate's home town? heh heh. yeah. # ( 5:40 PM ) Jacquet ahh, you can never have to much Lifehouse, eh? for those of you who haven't heard it, you're missing one the the best songs of all times. it's sad, beautiful, filled with awesome lyrics and the music is so great you wanna cry. btw, it's called, Simon. # ( 5:38 PM ) Jacquet Catch your breath, Hit the wall, Scream out loud, As you start to crawl, Back in your cage, The only place, Where they will, Leave you alone, 'Cause the weak will Seek the weaker until they've broken them, Could you get it back again? Would it be the same? Fulfillment to their lack of strength At your expense, Left you with no defense, They tore it down. And I have felt the same, as you I've felt the same, As you I've felt the same Locked inside, The only place, Where you feel sheltered, Where you feel safe, You lost yourself, In your search to find, Something else to hide behind, Cause the fearful always preyed upon your confidence, Did they see the consequence? They pushed you around? The arrogant build kingdoms made of the different ones, Breaking them 'til they've become, Just another crown, And I have felt the same, as you I've felt the same, As you I've felt the same, as you I've felt the same. Refuse to feel, Anything at all, Refuse to slip, Refuse to Fall, Can’t be weak, Can’t stand still, You watch your back, 'Cause no one will, You don’t know why they had to go this far, Traded your worth for these scars, For you're only Company, Don’t believe the lies that they have told to you, Not one word was true, You’re alright you're alright You’re all right And I have felt the same, as you I've felt the same, As you I've felt the same, as you I've felt the same. # Thursday, March 20, 2003 ( 3:50 PM ) Jacquet ok, blog not working right now, from my end anyway. will be back soon. # Wednesday, March 19, 2003 ( 7:30 PM ) Jacquet so. it's start. are you ready? # Tuesday, March 18, 2003 ( 3:30 PM ) Jacquet Down to Cold v.1 Twisting my truth to meet your needs, Hard hearted and merciless, it all can't be, Grasping my grace to change it to lies, Choking this cry till it's quiet and dies. v.2 Your anger's apparent as you scream out "change!" But believing and meaning just isn't the same, Forgetting my fears, cuz I'm not number one, Ignoring the inward, the hurt has been done. chorus: I'm going down, I don't know where. Falling in one place, It seems like down, But I never hit the ground. And it's so cold, So cold going down. bridge: One day I'll get up, Someday I'll fly, But tomorrow's so far away, And today's made to die. v.3 So you speak and you talk, but I don't really see, I'm ignoring and inside, inside I am freed, You yell and you fight to hurt what I hold, Be bleeding and bruised, can't feel, I'm too cold. -jac # Monday, March 17, 2003 ( 9:00 PM ) Jacquet he said, and I quote, "Oh, i don't care or anything...but...she lied to me???!!!" ok, if you don't know what that means, oh well. but it totally made my day and it is worthy to do on my post. not that that means anything much, being worthy i mean, sheesh, look at all the normal crap i put on here! btw, you remember this? (you know who you are) if you get pregnant first you own me a caramel frappucino and i get you the book, what to expect when you're expecting. tee hee! and you do the same for me should i get knocked up first. i mean, pregnant. *wink* heh, good times. oooh man! i'm sorry, li! i..*gulp*...i totally forgot and had chicken. whaa! soo sorry girl. ttys, k? -jac # ( 8:11 PM ) Jacquet "i had a bad day again, said you would not understand, slammed the door and said i'm sorry i, i had a bad day again." what a song. it's sooo fits my life. i'm up and down and really round! sheesh. i don't really wanna say what is so bad, but i'll just say it's my job. it's driving me craaazy! i just can't breath! ok, ok. sorry bout that. *wink* i'm just really praying the starbucks thing works out. i hope you're praying for me too! anybody out there ever worked at a starbucks and can give me a few heads up? lol! lara, you don't wanna hear what all i want in a guy. the list is toooo long and it's impossible! which i consider a *good* thing, cuz that means there is no guy out there that can live up to what i want, so that means i'll never get married and i don't have to worry about that at all! see? :-D i should get married to keep myself outta trouble, but ya know. oh well. after my whole family problem, my whole out look on men as changed sooo much that i REALLY don't wanna get married now! hmmm, anyhoo. lates for now! -jac # Sunday, March 16, 2003 ( 7:13 PM ) Jacquet three thousand cheers for lara and her wonderful computer smarts!!!!!!!!!! w00ty! she got my comments all set up! something that would've taken me another lifetime to get fixed. ahh, many many thanks to ye, midear!!! -jac # ( 6:29 PM ) Jacquet HELLO BEEEYOOOUUTIFUL WORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ladies and gents. this has been the best birthday ever. or the present from my bros and sister in laws anyway. at last! a NEW guitar! ACOUSTIC, BABY! (Eterna by Yamaha) steel strings and all! my fingers are already killing me and my wrist is in PAIN. but oh sweet mother of abraham lincoln, it's soooo worth it. ahhh. joy joy joy. -jac # |
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