i dream of small
Friday, May 09, 2003
      ( 11:32 AM ) Jacquet  
ah, my new song. it's so awesome. :)

Do You Like It
Our Lady Peace

I crawled out from the pain
of yesterday
I crawled to you and
I said all the things that you
said to say
Have I said enough?
Do you like it? Yeah.
Do you like it? Yeah.
Do you like it? Yeah, yeah yeah.
I know how you love
these dirty games
But they're killing me
I know how you love
to watch me beg
So here I am
Do you like it? Yeah.
Do you like it? Yeah.
Do you like it? Yeah, yeah yeah.
I don’t want to be a puppet for you
I don't want to bite the
hand that's feeding
I don’t want to be a sucker
for you, yes you
I hate myself for begging
I hate myself for staying
I hate myself for listening to you
It’s too little too late I can't escape
I’m begging you please
I changed all the things that
you told me to change
I’m on my knees
Do you like it? Yeah.
Do you like it? Yeah.
Do you like it? Yeah, yeah yeah.
I just want to get out
Stuck inside of this
Waiting for something else
Waiting to exist
Can you offer me help
Help for what I’ve missed
Do you like it? Yeah.
Do you like it? Yeah.
Do you like it? Yeah, yeah yeah
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      ( 11:24 AM ) Jacquet  
who knew that a job would sudden take over ones life? hmm. oh well. for those of you who do not know, i've been promoted to deli. yeah i know, it's the job i turned down in the first place, but i thought about it and it just made more sense to take this job over baggin groceries. it pays more and i'm hidden behind a counter, so i'm not as likely to run into peeps i know. and so far, the costumers are really nice and it's kinda fun serving food instead of hefting bags. plus, the peeps i work with are kinda neat. mostly all Asian peeps, but there is this one guy (older), Matt and he's funny (cusses A LOT, but funny) who likes to "cheat" and make things go faster so we can get off earlier. he only does this when the head lady isn't around. and the other neat person is Missy, who again is like Matt and "cheats" on closing things up. heh heh.
i still do not like this job and trust me if Starbucks was to offer a job i'd dump this grocery store i work so fast they wouldn't know what hit'em. btw, anyone out there know if Starbucks is set up as a union? just wondering.
lates.

-jac
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Wednesday, May 07, 2003
      ( 8:20 PM ) Jacquet  
dude, can my life really be this BOR-ing??
hmm, don't answer that. i know that answer. yes, it can! lol.
i missed Smallville!! i'm so friggin mad at myself. grrr. stuupid me. stupid job. shoot.
any of you ever wonder what is the point of all this nothing we do in and with our lives? like, i know we all have a goal and a purpose and big plans we wanna do with our lives. but what about all this hang time? what about that? hmm? i mean, i don't even wanna know how many hours and days we waste doing nothing. but then again part of me loves doing that nothing, so what the heck am i complaining about? hell, i don't know! i'm just trying to think of stuff to post!
my gosh i'm so boring! :-P

lates!

-jac
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Monday, May 05, 2003
      ( 11:29 PM ) Jacquet  
hoooly crap. Kate just wrote the most beeeeeutiful poem i've ever read. the whole way through i was just breathing "ohmygosh, ohmygosh, ohmygosh..." it really touched my heart. so awsome, kate. so awesome.
read it here.

ttys.

-jac
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