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Thursday, May 15, 2003 ( 3:16 PM ) Jacquet hey, if you wanna see what is kinda going on in my life right now head over to OP right now. it explains a little bit of what i'm doing concerning work right now. besides that. how's the world doing today? alrighty? :) can you believe we were at war just a little while ago? whoa. ttys. lates. -jac # Tuesday, May 13, 2003 ( 10:19 PM ) Jacquet oh my GOSH. i can't take it anymore!! What's going to happen on Small! AURGH! i love it and hate it! heh. :) go Clark and Lana. woohoo! -jac # Monday, May 12, 2003 ( 10:32 AM ) Jacquet Shimli @ shades of black and Bethany are on the ponderings of love, so, i'll join them. i really know nothing about love. i could tell you what i see in movies, what i read in books, what i see in my life, surrounded my family and friends who are in love or falling in love. but that's not true love. right? what do i think about love? the first thing that comes to my mind is how God loves me sooooo very much that He sent His Son to die for me. and if i where the only person in this whole freakin world, He still would've died for me. ME?! yeah, me. i'm so mean, nasty and horrid. i lie, i cheat, i steal. why would He die for me? hmm, He LOVES me. love. that's love, dying for someone who doesn't deserve it. but you do it anyway, cuz you love them so much. my other thinking of love is (i guess what you would call the "human love") is that "...Love is just love." and also, "Love isn't like some enchanted evening. Isn't a fairy tale. Or even love at first sight. That isn't real life." both quotes from the Wedding Planner. but the first one is the one that gets me. Love IS just love. ya know? we blow it up into something so HUGE in life, but it's just love. i know i make no sense and that ya'll probably won't agree with me. and i must say, i'm not sure i really agree with myself, but if we think about it we all rely so much on the LOVE part, that we over look the friendship part. and going through hell with those you love. and facing another day of nothing, no honeymoon, no red wine, nothing. we forget about bad breath and bad hair and no make up. can love outlast all that? see, love, is what makes you face tomorrow. it's a strength, so of us have more of it, some of us less. we can all have it in abundance, but some choose not too. "Love is a talent..." (Daniel Deronda). love is what keeps your head up, while other are looking down...on you. "When i wake in the morning i want more then just ok, ok." (Switchfoot) without God's love new every day, we'd be no one and get no where. or so i believe. so, my thinking of love? it's powerful, so don't abuse it. it's strong, so use it. it's beautiful so choose it. it's love, it's just love. -jac # |
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