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Saturday, July 26, 2003 ( 6:13 PM ) Jacquet leaving and will be gone for a while. hoping for a sudden and swift death. ever lost everything and it wasn't a bad dream? it was real life? hmm, yeah... # Thursday, July 24, 2003 ( 10:16 PM ) Jacquet i broke every single rule that i was raised and live by and watched 'queer eye for the straight guy'. needless to say, it was quite amusing. *wink* i'm still interested in cosmetology, interior design and culinary arts. surprise, surprise, this show has all three. plus you get to laugh at how stupidly funny the gay guys are. let's face it, all you twinkies are tooo funny. :) they were helping a new artist open his very first art show and WOW! his art was amazing! so awesome. anyhoo! i'm gunna go clean my room. hmm, it could use 5 gay guys to re-do it. heh heh! later. -jac # Wednesday, July 23, 2003 ( 6:00 PM ) Jacquet in response to kate's blog: HOLY CRAP!!!!!!!!!! a note to lara's: you need to post! *wink* a shout out to Elizabeth: hey girl! what's up? and another hullo to Lydia: hey you! how are you doing? ok, i got those off my to-do list. :) (not a word, Z or Li!) *wink* yuck. ya know that dude at work you met, Z. flappy hair? yeah, he's decided he needs a new girlfriend now that tara has tossed him aside. whaddya say to guys like that? *shutters* ugg. what i really wanna say i never would, but he still needs to hear it, ya know? *shrug* oh well. i mean, oh sure, he's a nice guy and all, but oh my gosh! i didn't know God made them so homely! geeez. i wanna hit him on the head with some hard object and tell'em, 'what do i look like?! some poor man's deanna?! dang, you shmuck head.' kk, i have things to do and people to piss off. oh wait, i already did that today. heh heh heh! :) sorry, mom. -jac # Tuesday, July 22, 2003 ( 11:32 PM ) Jacquet for those of you who have been robbed, i can now say i know how you feel. some *bleep* head stole $100+ bucks from outta my flap bag today or yesterday. i'm to tired and upset to cuss and scream. actually, i just wanna lay down a have a good cry. it's been such a horrid week and i fear worse things are on the horizon. so really, you spend $100 bucks in a few weeks, right? get over it, deanna! right? *sigh* wrong. lately even dime i get counts for everything and to lose $100 in such a rotten way...yeah, pardon me while i bawl. it's been such a bad week. now this! "pardon me while i run screaming from the room" then kill myself. let me put it this way, i threw away my mocha i was feeling so bad. now you understand? bah. *&%$)#^(%!! it's like i write about nothing GOOD anymore! ARG! *sigh* well, since i have nothing good to say go read seedy's blog. glad to see SOMEONE'S life is doing good. "i had a bad day again, said you would not understand. slammed the door and said i'm sorry i, i had a bad day again." -jac # Monday, July 21, 2003 ( 1:46 PM ) Jacquet Look at me, my depth perception must be off again Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did It has not healed with time It just shot down my spine You look so beautiful tonight Remind me how you laid us down And gently smiled before you destroyed my life Would you find it in your heart To make this go away And let me rest in pieces Would you find it in your heart? To make this go away And let me rest in pieces Would you find it in your heart? To make it go away And let me rest in pieces Look at me, my depth perception must be off again You got much closer than I thought you did I'm in your reach You held me in your hands But could you find it in your heart? To make this go away And let me rest in pieces Would you find it in your heart? To make it go away And let me rest in pieces *sighs* ::wow:: # ( 1:40 PM ) Jacquet i know i haven't posted anything in forever. trust me, there has been nothing to post about. and what i DO have to post about you don't wanna hear. it's just more bitching about the world and the stupid people in it and my f***ed up life. speaking of stupid people...matt, (no, you're not stupid) i just wanted to say don't listen to that bitch. either one of them. they're both crap heads. just another thing to add to my plate. mom wants me to go into the doc. remember that whole neck problem/infection? yeah, well it's back and mom's all spazed about that it IS cancer. to be honest, even i am thinking i should go in. i'm getting sick again (more barfing. dang, i thought i was over that) and just in general i feel like crud. this may change plans for Latah for me, so kate, com'on up! :) nah, i'd like to go on the trip, but if i'm sick the whole time the leadership ain't gunna want me around and no one's gunna wanna put up with me. crap! i use to never get sick and junk! i think it's the stress kinda eating away at me. hmm, i use to never stress either. aww chickensshh- -jac # |
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