i dream of small

i dream of small

( 11:14 PM ) Jacquet

how is it one can have SO much running through ones tired head and yet have nothing to say or in this case, type.
i got stabbed in the back by a friend this week. had the worse work week ever. dropped my cell phone in clam chowder (the soup was still good though. yum!) my grandma is so sick. i'm sick. i have to go to church tomorrow. my best friend is out of town. my tv broke. and my dad is, well...gone. not gone-gone, but gone.
DAMN crap in my shitty life.
*ahem* sorry.
the last one is the worst. every time i think of it my stomach goes into knots and i can't breathe right. i get an actually PAIN inside of me.
i can't even say (type) what i mean. actually there's no way to say what i want to say. no way in hell.
just understand that tonight when i say good night, it's not. and when i say i love you, it's not for you. and when i say i'm sorry. well, i truly am.
good night, dad. i love you. i'm sorry.

-jac

je pretends que tout va bien.

( 12:03 AM ) Jacquet

LMAO!!!
i'm not even gunna tell you what kind of a kisser i am! BAH HA HA!
(from the "What kind of kiss are you?" test.)

( 11:58 PM ) Jacquet

I ROCK!!!

Pirates of the Caribbean!

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( 11:33 PM ) Jacquet

gunna go watch some shooting starts and put'em in my pocket and never let them fade away.

( 11:43 PM ) Jacquet

sweet mother of moses. i'm getting a horse.

ok, ok. not like right away, but sometime soon i will. mom and i were talking about it and i'm gunna go to a "horse" camp for a while and then when i get home we'll get a young horse that i can train myself. how awesome is that?! woohoo! i'm so excited.
my horse was my only best friend growing up, so i'm so looking forward to a new best friend. :)

alright, alright! i know, it's boring to some of you, but i'm (for once in a very loooong time) very excited AND happy.

peace ya'll.

-jac

( 1:55 PM ) Jacquet

we're in The Seattle Times! woohoo! *wink*

article

in a perfect world every town would be Smallville. and everyone would have a superhero to save them. since it's not to be in reality, we dream of it in our sleep, but at the end of sleep is morning. so for now we dream.